Questions from Tumblr.

1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
1. I miss you so much more than you could ever imagine. I miss the days where you didn't care who I was or what I was about - you loved me for who I was and I loved you. I always thought you'd be in my life, and for the past 10 years you haven't been. That hurts so bad. You've hurt me. But you know what, I don't seem to care. I'd do anything for you even still and I just wanted you to know that I still love you in the way I always used to and I probably always will.


2. Why the hell did you hurt me like you did? What did I actually do to you? I liked you. I Liked you for who you were and, yeah, I was physically attracted to you and I honestly thought we were going somewhere. Why did you let a silly little rumour direct your heart? You know, you should always follow your heart. Well. I hope that life brings you joy nevertheless, because I'm not like you. I don't want to ruin your life and stomp all over your feelings. But believe me, I should. But if I did, I'd be just like you. And why would I do that to myself? I really hope that you can live with what you did to me, because if I did that to someone, I sure as hell know that I wouldn't.


3. You are the most beautiful women I have ever seen- even if I have only seen a photograph. My dad always says that people called you beautiful, and that is because you were. You were beautiful on the inside, and the outside. You were beautiful all of your life. Everything you did was just beautiful. You were the purest form of pure; I know this even though I never met you. My dad has told me all about how you would have loved me and treasured me- I believe him. You were such a good person. Brave as well. Certainly the bravest woman I've ever heard of. I admire you, I admire your soul. I can feel your soul sometimes you know. I've never seen you, but I know you're watching over us and my dad. I hope I'm like you- I hope people are breath taken by me too. You're my inspiration for being a better person, or at least trying to be one anyway. Because you never gave up. Thank you for watching over me, even though you never knew me. Perhaps you know more about me than I know.


2. One of my insecurities.
my top lip.


3. What turns me on.
a sense of humour, glasses on good looking guys. A good singing voice. Accents. A guy who's romantic and isn't afraid to show it. The fact that you can tell that your guy is absolutely crazy about you. 

4. One of my bad habits.
backcombing my hair after saying I've finished doing it.

5. Who I wish I could be.
Nobody else but myself.

6. Where I want to be right now.
Miami, on a beach lying there watching the world go by.

7. The last thing I ate.
chocolate fudge cake

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
Orlando Bloom

9. What song I’m currently listening to.
Superman- Boyce Avenue(Cover)

10. The last time I cried and why.
About 2 weeks ago and it was from stress with school.


11. Something I’m excited about.
My holiday. I've been excited for it ever since the plane ride home from my holiday last year. 
12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
Likes: 1)the fact that I'm pretty much always happy and positive. 2)my blonde hair. 3)my smile 4)my height. 5) I have good fashion sense.


Dislikes: 1) my ability to over analyse things. 2) I have a good singing voice but it could not sustain a long concert in front of people. 3) I'm quite impatient- i'm learning. Sorry, I haven't got 5 dislikes.


13. Three things I want right now.
1. a lovely, genuine boyfriend who loves me for who I am and would snuggle me :')
2. a tan
3. iPad 2 would be nice ;)