Good evening guys!
Well, usually, I have a topic to kind of work on for my blogging. However, tonight I am a bit stuck because I haven't blogged in agessss! but it feels so good! :L
So, I've had a really rough day today :/ I had an English exam, and I'm ace at English but the exam didn't go too well in my opinion, I hope I'm wrong :/
Also, we had a college day and I can honestly say I am so so so stuck as to what I want to do/be when I grow up. I'm scared. And I'm also scared that when I finally realise, it'll be too late. Ideally, I would love to work in the Music/Magazine industry. Either will be a brilliant experience. I also would love to travel the world and see the sites...perhaps find myself.
I've had a pretty tough time recently, actually. Now I think about it.
On a Monday, I think it was June the 1st, but it was definitely Monday- I took a turn for the worst. Basically, I went to get a drink of water after losing a lot of blood. My ears started ringing so loudly that I couldn't hear anything, and a split second later I felt ever so faint that I had to sit myself down. Then, my vision was blurred by an array of colours such as green and yellow and a few red spots. Then, I became clammy and extremely hot, and I had to have my father stand behind me and rub my shoulder, as well as allow me to rest my head on his stomach while I tried to recover. I felt like I was on my own and that a false demon had attacked my brain. I thought it was shutting down. It has happened twice before, but only for a short amount of time. This was 10 minutes long, and afterwards I was sick. It was the scariest experience of my life and I wouldn't wish is on anybody.
I also had a mental break down a couple of weeks ago from stress from exams. I just broke down and cried.
Wow...this is depressing isn't it! But here, I can really get my emotions out. I love my blog :)
Anyway, ciao for now and I'll be back soon :) x
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