Anything could happen.

Time really is the best healer.

Friday was probably one of the hardest days I've ever had to face, because it was my first real taste of heart ache. My mother said that she was sad for me because all I did all day was just follow her round in my own little world. It absolutely chucked it down on Friday too, and I didn't even care about getting wet. She knew that when I said that, that I wasn't myself that day. My mum gave me the advice of not to chase him, let him come to me. The amount of times I wanted to text him was unreal, but I didn't. And sure enough, yesterday he text me apologising. Some of you may think of me as a fool for listening to him and forgiving him, but he's played such a big part in my life. I can't not have him in my life. He was my first love, and you never forget your first love. Whether he'll be my only love, is another question. I'm very optimistic about my future with him and I am just going to see how things go.

I got my GCSE results Thursday, and overall I am pleased. But in two of the subjects, one in particular, I didn't do too well. But I am going to re-sit and really take next year seriously because these results are going to be important throughout my whole life. I am so pleased with my English results, I got an A! I honestly thought I was going to do bad and I would have to face the disappointment of my English teacher, because she put her faith in me. I had a real struggle in that exam, I nearly wrote 'I give up' on one of the questions because I just completely lost track. I'm very pleased with my mark, too. I got 101 out of 120. Woohoo! My English teacher was right, I could do it and I did do it. I did well in my controlled assessments too. So maybe I can do even better! :)

Maths seems to be a subject that haunts me. I don't struggle in lessons, I do all my homework and I even feel confident after doing an exam. But I always get D's. I need a C to pass maths and it's really frustrating that all my hard work isn't paying off. I've always struggled with maths, but I never thought it'd be this hard to get a C. I can't wait to get back into school and really try my very hardest with my education. I might as well make the most of it, because it's not going to be in my life forever and it's free. University fee's are insane, and you're not even guaranteed a job at the end of it all.

Anyways, hopefully my life will be on the up from now. I've got a clear head and an optimistic mind. Anything could happen.