I'm gunna blog everything and I don't really care.

I've been played.

Full on played.

I mean, I thought i'd been played in the past. But this is a WHOLE new level.

So i met up with my ex on holiday and we really reconnected and almost 'fell back in love' with each other and we promised we'd go out when we got back. He's back, and he 'doesn't know what to do' because he has a girlfriend.

In a way, I guess it's what I deserve because I kissed somebody elses boyfriend. But I really thought we had something special. I just am in utter shock. I really must have 'mug' tattooed on my forehead. I just don't know what to do anymore. I thought he was different. The way he looked at me even when I had no make up on, the way he held me close and kissed my forehead(or maybe he was kissing the tattoo) and the way he called me the 'prettiest girl he'd ever seen'. Maybe I should have seen it coming, that he just wanted to kiss an old flame just to see what it felt like. There's something in my heart which tells me that there's more to come and unfold in the story of me and him.

I just can't believe that i've been played.

Will I EVER find my 'Mr Right' ? :/