My Secrets.

I am self conscious about my top lip. I’m scared to get close to people in case they start to judge me.

I have been in love with my best friend for 13 years, and we haven’t spoken in 10.

But the kind of love it is isn't typical love, it's the 'i miss you' kind of love.

I still refer to him as my best friend, when in fact we will probably never speak again.

I secretly always want to be the centre of attention. If I’m not I feel like I’m not good enough.

I tend to smile even on the toughest of days.

I’m scared of leaving my life feeling like I haven’t achieved what I was put on the planet to do.

I sometimes wish I was somebody else, even though I’m happy with myself.

I’m still hurting after something that happened a year ago.

I think about things way too much. I analyze things that other people probably didn’t even notice.

I’m scared that the people close to me will eventually hate me.

I want to make YouTube videos, but I’m scared people who I don’t trust will watch them.

I want to get married before I have children.

I want to see as much of the world as I possibly can.

I believe I was put on the planet for a certain reason, but I’m not quite sure what.

I think about what my life might be like in the future practically every day.

I want to make everyone I know proud.

I’d love to interview celebrities and go to all the top fashion shows.

I’m scared and exited about my future.

I want people to like me.

I’m scared to get close to people incase I ever have to lose them.

I'm scared about going to London and getting close to people who once hurt me.

I sing when I'm sad.

I try to pick myself back up every time I fall down.

Sometimes I don't let my real emotions show through.

I blog because it’s like therapy.

When I like the way I look, I become extremely happy.

I like talking and telling my tale.

I’ve got a whole in my heart, and I need someone to fix it. 

I love One Direction and it would be a dream come true to meet them. <3

The littlest things make me smile.

I live by the quote “don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”

When I find a song that fits the situation I am in, I cry with relief.

Just a few of my secrets I felt like sharing. I'm not trying to get attention or whatever, I just needed to let them out and this seemed like the right place. Thank you. x Oh, and by the way- if you wanna do it, feel free. It helps. :)