You've left me speechless.

I actually, genuinely, don't understand people. I mean, I thought it was just boys that were hard work and who lied to you. Turns out, it's both genders that fuck you up! Hooray! 

No but seriously, i am actually left speechless- and that's bad. I'm the most talkative, understanding person ever. And I think some people take advantage of that. I'm no pushover, however understanding I am. I'm a person, I hurt- and sometimes I think some people forget that. I have feelings, and I've been through so much crap and sometimes I want a bit of sympathy and a hug. Opportunities come up for me and have come up for me in the past that I haven't taken because of some people. There's one that could come up in a few years time, and I'm gunna take it. Because I just don't know where I stand anymore if I'm honest, I feel like starting all over again.

One day, I'm gunna look back on all what i've been through and hold my head up high, and laugh.