Just me.

Just me.
I dare you to let me be your one and only.

Sunday 31 July 2011

The Judas Conspiracy.

Right, I feel the need to blog about Lady Gaga's song 'Judas' because the amount of bullshit I have heard and seen over the meaning behind the song is getting ridiculous. People all over Youtube and Tumblr are convinced that they know Lady Gaga and know exactly what she was thinking when she was writing the song. I am the only one who knows the correct story (obviously, not the only one in the world. but I haven't seen a YT video or Tumblr post about the actual meaning behind the song).

For the record, I have read the bible and I do know the story of Jesus and Judas.

Jesus; good, kind hearted, good boy, does everything correctly.

Judas; disobeyed God, bad boy.

Lady Gaga is openly spoken about Jesus and God before. She has been very clever by incorporating the story of Jesus & Judas into her song.

Basically; the song is about Lady Gaga being torn between two men. There is Jesus, the one who she knows she should be with. The one who will love her and treat her right for eternity. Then, there's Judas. The man who she shouldn't love because he is trouble and bad news. However, her heart still clings onto Judas. Her song is about being in love with a bad boy, even when you know it is wrong.


Jesus and Judas are names given to good and bad men. Lady Gaga has been very clever because she has linked the old fashioned names and the story into a modern world where choosing the good boy is perhaps a little boring.

Many, many, many people seem to be totally blind to this obvious concept and say how Lady Gaga wrote the song because she's so religious etc etc etc. Hmm, perhaps so. But Lady Gaga shows that in many other songs and sometimes even with her outfits. No. Judas is about love.

Another thing which annoys me with the whole religion thing is non-Christians who adore the cross sign and abuse it in many ways with things such as jewellery and putting it into their name on some social networking site. Now, I'm not religious. But I do believe in God. And I even know of some atheists(or, opposed atheists anyway) who are no strangers to letting the world know that they love the cross sign. The cross is originally a symbol of Christianity and the power of believing in God. Not as some fashion statement. I say I believe in God, but that does not mean that God rules my life. I just have the thought in the back of my mind. I am certainly not a hardcore Christian. But it just really annoys me how suddenly the cross has become a major fashion statement with those who have no desire to pray to God or have anything to do with Christianity at all. I know everyone is entitled to wearing whatever they want, I'm just expressing my opinion :)

Sunday 24 July 2011

Boys!

Corrrrrrr, I can't get my head around them to be honest!

Just before I go into my little rant, I completely understand that not all boys are like this <3 But recently, some of the ones that I know have really annoyed me and I just need to let it out. Honestly, I do genuinely know that there are some loving, caring boys who will be a perfect match for some lucky girl. I promise, I'm not that stupid to think that all boys are annoying or idiots.

But let's just take one of my ex's for example. I met him on holiday(I know, great start, right?) and we had a messy break up and I swear down my parents want me to get back with him! But he was very aggressive towards me and I am not the weak little blonde girl everyone thinks that I am. If I'm not being treated right, i'll walk away. Anyway, ever since I broke up with him all he's done is try to 'win me back' and 'impress me'. Yesterday and today he told me that he'd just come back in from the night all because he'd been out drinking. WOWWWWWWWWW. That totally impressed me guys. Like wow. Totally.

Haha, could you detect my sarcasm? I'm sorry, but that really annoyed me. Like, why would I be impressed by somebody consuming alcohol in a park somewhere? I mean, I get the fact that us teenagers like a drink every now and again, because I've done it myself. But I hate when people brag about it and talk about it more than once. It's not the drinking that bothered me, it's the fact that he just banged it into the dreadfully dull conversation we were having and then going on to saying it again. Urgh.

Sometimes though, I really feel like I lead guys on. I am one of those people who will talk to absolutely anybody. If you talk to me, I'll talk to you. Recently, a few guys who I am not interested in have started to talk to me. One of them told me that he 'really liked me' after about 4 days of talking. That wasn't my intention :/ And aswell, it's not as if I've flirted, like at all. All I've done is talk about music with him. To be honest, I don't think he really likes me. I think he thinks he does. He has a girlfriend who cheats on him, so he was probably getting the conversation he has been lacking from her out of me.

I sound like a right mardy bum hahaha.

Don't get me wrong, I love the guys I know and all of my guy friends. I've been single for nearly 2 years now, but I don't mind. I know that I am still very young and that there is somebody for everyone. I just wanted to blog about a few things that have annoyed me lately. I don't know, sometimes I just feel a little mean at the fact that I could have lead some people on :/ I really don't do it intentionally. It's not until they say 'I like you' that I then think 'Oh damn, maybe I shouldn't have said this or this or that.'

Anyway I'm done with this blog post now :P toodles x

Saturday 23 July 2011

One band, One year. One Direction.

My favourite boy band in the entire world got together exactly a year ago today.

I am so proud of these boys. I can't quite remember life without them to be honest... They won me over with their performance of 'Torn' at the judges houses stage on The X Factor, and i've been a huge fan since then. In fact, at bootcamp when the judges announced that they were putting the 5 boys together to make a band, a huge smile took over my face. I knew, right there and then, that they were the next big thing.

Harry Styles


Liam Payne


Zayn Malik


Niall Horan


Louis Tomlinson


These boys all make up the wonderful band that are One Direction.

All over Tumblr, Twitter & Facebook, 1D fans are going crazy over their 1 year anniversary. The amount of love these boys have from their fans is unreal. I would love to eventually meet and get to know these boys. Each one of them is an inspiration and such an amazing guy. They've taught me that if you keep trying, you will succeed. I cannot wait to hear their first single, and eventually their first album, and then their first tour. I'll be booking tickets, maybe even VIP's! :P


Seeing them at The X Factor Live Tour was so amazing. I loved the feeling of having supported them for weeks on the show, and then to finally see them in real life was just fab :) I was also really close to the stage, which was amazing! 

Every time I see or hear any of their names or their band, that smile still overtakes my face. I love the impact that they have made on me and on all of their fans around the world. It'd really be an honour to meet them one day :)

I love each of these boys very much and I wish them a wonderful long career in the music industry together :)

xxx

Friday 22 July 2011

The End of Year 10!

It's official. I will never, ever, ever be a Year 10 pupil again. Once I get my blue tie, I will never have to wear my red one again(thank god!). Once school is over, I will have no reason to go back anymore...

I'm actually gunna really miss school and quite a lot of the people in it- even some of the teachers! Over the past 4 years, some people have made an impact on me and I'll never forget certain faces. The joys of walking into school happy, awaiting to find out all the things that will happen in that day.

I remember blogging a year ago about how awful year 9 was for me. Now, I'm blogging about how amazing Year 10 has been. It has been one of the best school years I have ever had, even with the added pressure of exams. I've gotten closer to quite a lot of people and I can really see who are going to be with my for life and who aren't. I am never going to forget some people and some of the things that they have done for me.

Some of my achievements have been incredible too. I put so much work into my revision before every exam that I do, so it is nice to find out that I have the grade I want, but more importantly, deserve. I just have to keep the standard up. Which I should do. If anything, i'll be on my toes a lot more next year. I only get one shot, and i'm not messing it up! Maths is my weakest subject, and I've had a brilliant teacher for it and sadly he left today :/ So, I'd really like to open my results envelope in August and see A*-C grades, with my much hoped for C in maths. He was extremely kind to me and understood my problems with it. I would really like to see that C smile back at me on the results sheet. It'll be saying 'Well done Danielle.' It'll make me all the more proud of myself because I will have gotten the grade that he knows I have been longing to achieve. But nevertheless, I want excellent grades in everything. Education is everything these days.

Will Year 11 be any different? Hey, if I come out of Year 11 just as happy as I have done in Year 10, that'll be enough for me. However, I am determined to make Year 11 the best year EVER! It's weird to think that after Year 11, I could possibly see some of the people who I have been with almost every day for 5 years perhaps 10 years down the line!

Anyways, I will continue to be my usual happy, bubbly self. I hope I do excellent in all of my exams and look stunningly gorgeously beautiful at the Prom in Year 11. I am very honoured to be in the school that I am and to have worked with some of the teachers that I have and to have had the chance to meet some wonderful people.

Monday 18 July 2011

100 Truths.


1. Real name: Danielle Jade Brear
2. Nickname: DJB, Dani (various ways of spelling it, but I like it like that)
3. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius. 
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary School: Larks Hill J & I School
6. Middle School: Well, in England we don't have this.
7. High School: The Kings School.
8. Hair color: Light blonde on the top with my natural, more caramel blonde underneath.
9. Tall or Short: shawty, 5 ft 1.
10.Sweats or Jeans: ooh, depends on the occasion. Usually I try and avoid wearing jeans, so if I had to pick I'd say sweats purely for comfort.
11. Best friend: I don't have one best friend.
12. Phone or Camera: Phone, it's got a built in camera ;)
13. Health freak: hell no. I eat whatever I want.
14. Orange or Apple: Apple.
15. Do you have a crush on someone: On celebs, obvs. But as for people I know, I don't actually think I have a crush on anybody at the moment.
16. Eat or Drink: Eat.
17. Piercings: Ears.
18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: Yes.
20. Been in a relationship: Yes.
21. Been in a car accident: Yes.
22. Been in a fist fight: Yes.
23. First piercing: My ears.
24. First best friend: I don't mention his name on my blog but it begins with a J.
25. First award: swimming in primary school probably
26. First crush: Zac Morris from Saved by the Bell, I wrote in my diary that I wanted to marry him when I was like 7. hahahaha bless me
27. First word: not sure. Probably something like 'mum' or 'dad'. When i was 10 months I got caught saying 'moo' in camera, but I'm not sure if that's really a proper word.
29. Last person you talked to in person: My mum
30. Last person you texted: My friend called Emily
31. Last person you watched a movie with: 4 of my friends
32. Last food you ate: Mini roll
33. Last movie you watched: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2.
34. Last song you listened to: The Morning Afterlife - Kids in Glasshouses.
35. Last thing you bought: my cinema ticket :)
36. Last person you hugged: I actually can't remember the last time I had a proper hug. Omg, how depressing.
FAVORITES:
37. Food: Spaghetti Bolognese, anything sweet, pasta in general.
38. Drinks: Water, Fanta Orange and Fanta Fruit Twist
39. Bottoms: short shorts!
40. Flower: anything colourful I believe is beautiful :)
41. Animal: Dog
42. Colors & Shades: pastal colours, that light & bright blue, deep purple, hot pink, citrus oranges & greens. White is nice too.
43. Movies: Avatar, Harry Potter, Grown Ups, Shrek (yes I don't really care). Anything funny really.
44. Subject: It used to be Drama. I do still love it, but Spanish and French are up there for me at the moment.
[PUT AN X IN THE BRACKETS IF YES]
45. []fallen in love with someone.
46. [x] celebrated Halloween.
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone like you.
51. [] got pregnant.
52. [] had an abortion.
53. [] did something you regret.
54. [x] broken a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends. 
65. [] hated someone.
66. [x] stayed single for 2 years.
CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: Nothing.


68. Drinking: Nothing.


 69. Listening: to Oasis- Champagne Supernova.


70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting. 


71. Plans for today: went to school. I plan to later eat my tea, paint my nails and watch Coronation Street & Eastenders.


72. Waiting: for this week to be over and my holiday to hurry up!


YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids: Yes.
74. Want to get married: Yup.
75. Career: I don't have a clue. Just as long as I am happy, then that's all that matters. I'd love to do celebrity interviewing and red carpet events, but that's a dream.
Relationships:
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
77. Shorter or Taller: Taller.
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.
79. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
80. Hot or cute: Both.
81. Younger or older: Older.
82. Looks or personality: Both.
 HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
84. Snuck out of a house: nope
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope
86. Killed somebody: no!
87. Broken someone’s heart: Yes.
88. Been in love: no. I've thought I was in love at the time.
89. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
 DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: of corse I do :)
91. Miracles: erm, it depends what you call a miracle. I believe in karma. And that can sometimes be a miracle.
92. Love at first sight: A little.
93. Heaven: Yep.
94. Santa Clause: No.
95. Aliens: A little.
96. Ghosts: Yeah.
TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Definitely.
98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yeah.
99. Believe in God: I believe that there is something up there. I'm just not sure what.
100. Post as 100 truths: yes. everything is the truth :)

Sunday 17 July 2011

Cheryl Cole.

Undoubtably, one of the most beautiful women in the world.

Millions and billions of stories have been portrayed to the public in magazines lately about Cheryl, speculating her being reunited with her ex husband, Ashley Cole. Today, I wanted to blog about my feelings about Cheryl & Ashley because I believe that they haven't been given a fair chance by the public.

Unfortunately, as we all know, Ashley did some terrible things in the past. But like I just said, in the past. I believe that the public are so caught up in all that happened, that they're totally skimming past Cheryl's feelings. Now, I never used to be her biggest fan, I admit. But after watching her on Piers Morgan some time ago, my heart just opened up to her. I watched in silence as she bravely admitted things that she had never done before. After the program ended, I had uncovered a new respect for Cheryl. I liked her.

I'm behind the couple 100% of the way. If they are back together, then that's great. What I don't understand is that some people say that they love Cheryl but then are so nasty about her and Ashley. What about what's best for Cheryl? If being with Ashley is what makes her happy, then so be it. In all honesty, I believe they're meant to be.

Anyways! I love her new blonde hair! Perhaps that is because I am a blonde myself though? ;)

At the end of the day, Cheryl Cole is a beautiful, strong headed woman who will do whatever she wants despite of what other people think. I for one respect every one of her decisions. If it makes her happy, then fine :)


Saturday 16 July 2011

Now, I understand.

Yesterday was a really outstanding day for me.

My exams finally came to an end as I stormed my Spanish exam with an A* which I am so happy with. And my day got even better.

As many people know, July 15th was a very special day, because Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 came out, concluding the worlds favourite tale of magic. For many people, that magic will never die. One of my friends was extremely upset and it really sunk in just how important this movie has been throughout our childhoods. We've grown up with Harry and his clan, following his every move, cheering him on all the way. It was an absolutely spectacular movie and I believe it was the perfect way to end it.

But again, my night got better.

I've talked about him before, my old best friend. I've also talked about he seems to go places I go. Well, he was there last night. And, he smiled at me. It's amazing how much joy I get out of one tiny little gesture, well, to most people it is anyway. But to me, his smiles are a sign of hope. Yesterday, I also got told some things which were truly shocking- they were to do with the scumbag that hurt me so much. All this time, I was curious as to why my old best friend acted the way he did and confessed something so secret to him. But now, I know why he did it. He did it to protect me of his ways. (this is so hard to make sense of without saying their names, but I can't, so bare with me.) The guy who hurt me has done something so terrible to somebody else, that it made me realise that if my old best friend hadn't of done what he did, then that person would have been me. I'd have been hurt even worse than I was a year and a half ago. Because believe you me, it's taken me until now to get over it. And I'm sure that if the thing that happened to someone else because of him had of happened to me, then I'd be hurting all of my life. My friend had to hurt me in order to benefit me in the end. That, is something that I will never forget. Because to me, that is a sign of love. I know I keep going on about how it isn't the stereotypical type of love: but it really isn't. I can't explain it. It's just something that I know how I feel, and I think he feels it too.

We're finally on the same level. I can finally start to look towards the future again, without ever thinking of what could have, should have happened. Because in actual fact, what happened was meant to happen.

Wednesday 13 July 2011

A Small Problem.

So, I'm probably not going to finish this post because I have to go in like 2 mins. But i'll start it, and keep updated for an...um, update on this.

I just hate it when people are like 'OMG YOU'RE SOOOO SHORT HUH HUH HUH'. It's like... AND!? I LOVE my height sooo much and it really bugs me how people can be so judgemental that cos i'm blonde and small means that i'm dumb and need to be treated like a baby!

I get a wise crack about my height at least once a day. And it's really beginning to annoy me. It's like everyone has an insecurity about themselves so they have to go and try and ruin my day all because I'm pretty much happy all of the time. urgh, it's just so annoying. But anyways, I'd rather be 5 ft 1" than someone who's really tall, because tall people can't do anything about their height. Whereas I can wear heels. I think some people forget that. My height can be easily adjusted.

And anyways, people like Kourtney Kardashian, Kim Kardashian, Kylie Minogue and Lady Gaga all range from 4ft 11" to 5 ft 2", and they're strong and beautiful women. Now I'm not saying that because I am small it means that i am beautiful, but being small isn't the end of the world. These women have gone on to achieve wonderful things and there is no doubt that I will too.

Tuesday 12 July 2011

I'M FREAKING OUT!

HEY GUYS. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS.

Right, at my school we have exams in french and spanish where you write up a 4 minute long(well..at least 4 minute long) script and you have to learn it off by heart and on your exam date you have to sit in front of your teacher in a little room with a voice recorder and say your script.

I took both of the languages, which means I have to go through the process with both.

I've done really well so far, getting A* in all of them.

I was told my spanish speaking lasted 4 minutes and 30 seconds.

I just timed myself.

My time is now 3 minutes 13 seconds.

You cannot get full marks if you are under the 4 minute mark.

You can still get an A*, 29/30.

But it isn't the same :'(


I've had 30/30 before in french and I really want it in Spanish :(

I even said to my teacher 'I'm getting 30 in spanish!'

If i don't get 30, i'll look like a right idiot.

Weh weh weh.

Sorry, I just had to get this out.

I don't even know why this is all evenly spaced out.

But on the plus side my teacher has said some lovely things about me :')

Bless.

Anyway, I'm gunna go now.

Hehe.

Au reviour!

Adios!

Yeah ok... bye

:)

Friday 8 July 2011

New Obsession- The Kardashians!

Well... Kim, Kourtney, Khloe, Kris, Bruce, Rob & Scott that is :)

Like seriously, can you get a more good looking group of people!?

I started watching their TV series Keeping Up With The Kardashians & Kourtney & Kim Take New York about ... two weeks ago? And I am a serious convert to the Kardashian family. Apart from Kendall and Kylie... I don't know what it is about them, but I just haven't warmed to them. But anyway, this blog post will be to appreciate and vent my feelings for the other Kardashians that I looooooove!

Even when she's dressed down, she looks perfect. What I love about Kim Kardashian is that she doesn't even try. If she wants to wear no make up, then she will. If she wants to dress down like this, then she does. She has had numerous critics target her because of her gorgeous curves and been penalised about an opposed set of implants in her arse. Excusé moi? Do I detect a slight hint of jealousy? ... I think so. Kim Kardashian, in my opinion, is perfection. Her beautifully heart shaped face compliments her luscious dark brown hair and her curvy physique. Her personality is also adorable because she has the uncanny ability to love and absorb everything and everyone. I really do like her.

Next Up...

Kourtney Kardashian also looks gorgeous where ever she goes. In this picture I am lovingggg her shoes! Kourtney is so down to earth and a genuinely funny, lovely girl. She is also only 5ft tall, which makes me feel sooo good about myself because I am only 5ft 1. Despite being only that tall, she has created a huge success for herself by managing her stores 'Dash' with her sisters and her mother, Kris. Also( the thing I envy the most about her) she has the most adorable relationship. Ever. Her relationship with Scott Disick makes me want to move to America and find a Scott of my own. I love their relationship and their son Mason is sooooo adorable! I want these two to stay together forever and ever :P

I love how in every episode you can tell that Scott and Kourtney are crazy about each other. Whenever they look at each other a huge smile comes to my face because they are so happy :) They haven't had all of their relationship be easy though, as Scott did some bad things in the past. But he's on his way to becoming a fully changed man and he is a wonderful father to Mason.

Khloe Kardashian is very different from her other two sisters; however nevertheless she is still incredibly beautiful. Khloe is the extremely funny one with a wicked sense of humour, despite her bad language! I'm so glad Khloe has found a good guy like Lemar and that she is happy with him and I wish them all the best.

All in all, this family has really opened my eyes into their wonderful worlds. Its strange, but I myself also feel like  Kardashian. I know, it's stupid. But their TV show is so dramatic, yet it's soooo addictive! Every night this week i've been 'I NEED TO TAPE THE KARDASHIANS!!!' They're just such an amusing family.

With the Olympic champion father, Bruce Jenner. Crazy drama queen mother, Kris Jenner. Kim Kardashian, the beautiful daughter all girls would die to look like. Kourtney, an inspiration to all women out there by sticking by her husband through the difficult times and proving that he can be a great father.
Khloe, also an inspiration because her body is beautiful and she isn't afraid to show it off. Rob, he's the laid back I-don't-really-care youngest son who I can't help but fancy....

The list goes on.

Basically, I love the Kardashians :)

And this is Robert Kardashian Jr ;)



Bye dolls!!!!! :) x

Friday 1 July 2011

Questions from Tumblr.

1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
1. I miss you so much more than you could ever imagine. I miss the days where you didn't care who I was or what I was about - you loved me for who I was and I loved you. I always thought you'd be in my life, and for the past 10 years you haven't been. That hurts so bad. You've hurt me. But you know what, I don't seem to care. I'd do anything for you even still and I just wanted you to know that I still love you in the way I always used to and I probably always will.


2. Why the hell did you hurt me like you did? What did I actually do to you? I liked you. I Liked you for who you were and, yeah, I was physically attracted to you and I honestly thought we were going somewhere. Why did you let a silly little rumour direct your heart? You know, you should always follow your heart. Well. I hope that life brings you joy nevertheless, because I'm not like you. I don't want to ruin your life and stomp all over your feelings. But believe me, I should. But if I did, I'd be just like you. And why would I do that to myself? I really hope that you can live with what you did to me, because if I did that to someone, I sure as hell know that I wouldn't.


3. You are the most beautiful women I have ever seen- even if I have only seen a photograph. My dad always says that people called you beautiful, and that is because you were. You were beautiful on the inside, and the outside. You were beautiful all of your life. Everything you did was just beautiful. You were the purest form of pure; I know this even though I never met you. My dad has told me all about how you would have loved me and treasured me- I believe him. You were such a good person. Brave as well. Certainly the bravest woman I've ever heard of. I admire you, I admire your soul. I can feel your soul sometimes you know. I've never seen you, but I know you're watching over us and my dad. I hope I'm like you- I hope people are breath taken by me too. You're my inspiration for being a better person, or at least trying to be one anyway. Because you never gave up. Thank you for watching over me, even though you never knew me. Perhaps you know more about me than I know.


2. One of my insecurities.
my top lip.


3. What turns me on.
a sense of humour, glasses on good looking guys. A good singing voice. Accents. A guy who's romantic and isn't afraid to show it. The fact that you can tell that your guy is absolutely crazy about you. 

4. One of my bad habits.

backcombing my hair after saying I've finished doing it.

5. Who I wish I could be.

Nobody else but myself.

6. Where I want to be right now.

Miami, on a beach lying there watching the world go by.

7. The last thing I ate.

chocolate fudge cake

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.

Orlando Bloom

9. What song I’m currently listening to.

Superman- Boyce Avenue(Cover)

10. The last time I cried and why.

About 2 weeks ago and it was from stress with school.


11. Something I’m excited about.
My holiday. I've been excited for it ever since the plane ride home from my holiday last year. 
12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
Likes: 1)the fact that I'm pretty much always happy and positive. 2)my blonde hair. 3)my smile 4)my height. 5) I have good fashion sense.


Dislikes: 1) my ability to over analyse things. 2) I have a good singing voice but it could not sustain a long concert in front of people. 3) I'm quite impatient- i'm learning. Sorry, I haven't got 5 dislikes.


13. Three things I want right now.
1. a lovely, genuine boyfriend who loves me for who I am and would snuggle me :')
2. a tan
3. iPad 2 would be nice ;)

I'm back guys. Danielle is finally back :)

Yeah, I'm gunna say 'i'm back' quite a lot in this post. But it's true. I feel at one with myself and mind right this minute. Things haven't been so good lately, I've been very stressed and friend situations haven't been the best which took it's toll on me. But anyway, after a long hard think, I have finally entered back into my mind and I'm back :) And what better way to start blogging again than with a bit of....shopping!?! ;)

Probably not the most flattering of all angles for these purchases - but who cares, right? :)
The beautiful citrus yellow and green tops really stood out for me. Also, green and yellow aren't colours that I particularly go for, but I'm going on holiday soon and they'll look lovely with a tan! The yellow one was on sale for 4 pounds in River Island and the green one was from H&M - it was the last one so I snatched it! They're both crop tops which look gorge on holidays when it's ok to show a bit of flesh!

I'm not sure if you're going to be able to tell, but I got a lipgloss and an eyeshadow palette from Debenhams. It has lovely jolly and neutral colours for on holiday and they all have a bit of shimmer in them which will look gorge in the sunlight during the evenings :) The lipgloss is from Boots and it's a pink colour- when do I ever not go for pinks?

Ooh look at One Direction in the back ground ;)
Anywayyyyyyy, this most adorable and gorgeous and amazing little purse/bag/make up bag/...whatever.. is from a shop called River Island and this was also the last one and I LOVE it rather a lot more than I should! Its just so bloody CUTE! It's leopard(which is always a good thing) and miniature, so it's perfect as a little clutch to spice up an outfit on a night out or whatever. I've seen it before and regretted not buying it, and I saw it today and I just had to get it!

And Finally...
The picture doesn't do this justice, but my Dad has just got back from America and one of his colleagues got me this bad boy! Pure designer this baby ;) Its a really nice size and lovely quality. The studding on the handle really makes it that bit more edgy whilst the colour is nice and chic. It's beaut!

So anyways, just a little insight as to what I've been given and bought myself recently :) hope you enjoyed x

P.S. my girl crush on Rihanna is still very much a part of me. ;)