Sorrrrry, I know it's late. But i've just thought hey...let's do a 2010 blog :')
Now..I feel like I can put it all behind me.
I'd say, 60% of my time in 2010 was spent on people who couldn't give a damn about me. There had been more tears in 2010 than any other year of mine. From March to 3rd of August- those were the worst months of my life.
I had my heart broken into tiny little pieces by two boys. I caught chicken pox and was very ill for 2 whole weeks. I fell out with somebody more times than I can count on my fingers and toes. I wasted time on her.
Now, I know those things don't seem like much, but they carried on all through those months. I experienced heartbreak by people who I actually cared about.
However, now it's a totally different story.
When I went back to school in September- I decided to go with my heart. My heart had been saying for months "you know who your real friends are, go to them Danielle.' So finally, I plucked up the courage and left my old school life behind. And now, I couldn't be happier with the friends I have. They are all beautiful and interesting people who I can listen to and chat with for hours on end. My stomach hurts every single day from laughing and tears still stream down my eyes. Again- a significant difference, because this time they are tears of happiness.
As I look back on the life that I had, and the life that I now have- I am so grateful that my friends let me into their crew again. If I had never of gone back, I'd still be sat there bored and being picked on by 'my best friends'.
Also, I hooked up with one of my long time best friends who I hadn't seen in THREE years!
It was so lovely to talk to her again and laugh about old times. That is something I will never forget.
My friends make me who I am. I would not be the chatty, laughable Danielle without them. I now know what it feels like to be happy again. I love all of my friends so so so much and I really don't know what I would do without them. They make my day and entertain my evenings. They are all just all round wonderful people. Roll on 2011 guys. Happy New Year :)
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