New Obsession- The Kardashians!

Well... Kim, Kourtney, Khloe, Kris, Bruce, Rob & Scott that is :)

Like seriously, can you get a more good looking group of people!?

I started watching their TV series Keeping Up With The Kardashians & Kourtney & Kim Take New York about ... two weeks ago? And I am a serious convert to the Kardashian family. Apart from Kendall and Kylie... I don't know what it is about them, but I just haven't warmed to them. But anyway, this blog post will be to appreciate and vent my feelings for the other Kardashians that I looooooove!

Even when she's dressed down, she looks perfect. What I love about Kim Kardashian is that she doesn't even try. If she wants to wear no make up, then she will. If she wants to dress down like this, then she does. She has had numerous critics target her because of her gorgeous curves and been penalised about an opposed set of implants in her arse. Excusé moi? Do I detect a slight hint of jealousy? ... I think so. Kim Kardashian, in my opinion, is perfection. Her beautifully heart shaped face compliments her luscious dark brown hair and her curvy physique. Her personality is also adorable because she has the uncanny ability to love and absorb everything and everyone. I really do like her.

Next Up...

Kourtney Kardashian also looks gorgeous where ever she goes. In this picture I am lovingggg her shoes! Kourtney is so down to earth and a genuinely funny, lovely girl. She is also only 5ft tall, which makes me feel sooo good about myself because I am only 5ft 1. Despite being only that tall, she has created a huge success for herself by managing her stores 'Dash' with her sisters and her mother, Kris. Also( the thing I envy the most about her) she has the most adorable relationship. Ever. Her relationship with Scott Disick makes me want to move to America and find a Scott of my own. I love their relationship and their son Mason is sooooo adorable! I want these two to stay together forever and ever :P

I love how in every episode you can tell that Scott and Kourtney are crazy about each other. Whenever they look at each other a huge smile comes to my face because they are so happy :) They haven't had all of their relationship be easy though, as Scott did some bad things in the past. But he's on his way to becoming a fully changed man and he is a wonderful father to Mason.

Khloe Kardashian is very different from her other two sisters; however nevertheless she is still incredibly beautiful. Khloe is the extremely funny one with a wicked sense of humour, despite her bad language! I'm so glad Khloe has found a good guy like Lemar and that she is happy with him and I wish them all the best.

All in all, this family has really opened my eyes into their wonderful worlds. Its strange, but I myself also feel like  Kardashian. I know, it's stupid. But their TV show is so dramatic, yet it's soooo addictive! Every night this week i've been 'I NEED TO TAPE THE KARDASHIANS!!!' They're just such an amusing family.

With the Olympic champion father, Bruce Jenner. Crazy drama queen mother, Kris Jenner. Kim Kardashian, the beautiful daughter all girls would die to look like. Kourtney, an inspiration to all women out there by sticking by her husband through the difficult times and proving that he can be a great father.

Khloe, also an inspiration because her body is beautiful and she isn't afraid to show it off. Rob, he's the laid back I-don't-really-care youngest son who I can't help but fancy....

The list goes on.

Basically, I love the Kardashians :)

And this is Robert Kardashian Jr ;)

Bye dolls!!!!! :) x

Questions from Tumblr.

1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
1. I miss you so much more than you could ever imagine. I miss the days where you didn't care who I was or what I was about - you loved me for who I was and I loved you. I always thought you'd be in my life, and for the past 10 years you haven't been. That hurts so bad. You've hurt me. But you know what, I don't seem to care. I'd do anything for you even still and I just wanted you to know that I still love you in the way I always used to and I probably always will.


2. Why the hell did you hurt me like you did? What did I actually do to you? I liked you. I Liked you for who you were and, yeah, I was physically attracted to you and I honestly thought we were going somewhere. Why did you let a silly little rumour direct your heart? You know, you should always follow your heart. Well. I hope that life brings you joy nevertheless, because I'm not like you. I don't want to ruin your life and stomp all over your feelings. But believe me, I should. But if I did, I'd be just like you. And why would I do that to myself? I really hope that you can live with what you did to me, because if I did that to someone, I sure as hell know that I wouldn't.


3. You are the most beautiful women I have ever seen- even if I have only seen a photograph. My dad always says that people called you beautiful, and that is because you were. You were beautiful on the inside, and the outside. You were beautiful all of your life. Everything you did was just beautiful. You were the purest form of pure; I know this even though I never met you. My dad has told me all about how you would have loved me and treasured me- I believe him. You were such a good person. Brave as well. Certainly the bravest woman I've ever heard of. I admire you, I admire your soul. I can feel your soul sometimes you know. I've never seen you, but I know you're watching over us and my dad. I hope I'm like you- I hope people are breath taken by me too. You're my inspiration for being a better person, or at least trying to be one anyway. Because you never gave up. Thank you for watching over me, even though you never knew me. Perhaps you know more about me than I know.


2. One of my insecurities.
my top lip.


3. What turns me on.
a sense of humour, glasses on good looking guys. A good singing voice. Accents. A guy who's romantic and isn't afraid to show it. The fact that you can tell that your guy is absolutely crazy about you. 

4. One of my bad habits.
backcombing my hair after saying I've finished doing it.

5. Who I wish I could be.
Nobody else but myself.

6. Where I want to be right now.
Miami, on a beach lying there watching the world go by.

7. The last thing I ate.
chocolate fudge cake

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
Orlando Bloom

9. What song I’m currently listening to.
Superman- Boyce Avenue(Cover)

10. The last time I cried and why.
About 2 weeks ago and it was from stress with school.


11. Something I’m excited about.
My holiday. I've been excited for it ever since the plane ride home from my holiday last year. 
12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
Likes: 1)the fact that I'm pretty much always happy and positive. 2)my blonde hair. 3)my smile 4)my height. 5) I have good fashion sense.


Dislikes: 1) my ability to over analyse things. 2) I have a good singing voice but it could not sustain a long concert in front of people. 3) I'm quite impatient- i'm learning. Sorry, I haven't got 5 dislikes.


13. Three things I want right now.
1. a lovely, genuine boyfriend who loves me for who I am and would snuggle me :')
2. a tan
3. iPad 2 would be nice ;)

I'm back guys. Danielle is finally back :)

Yeah, I'm gunna say 'i'm back' quite a lot in this post. But it's true. I feel at one with myself and mind right this minute. Things haven't been so good lately, I've been very stressed and friend situations haven't been the best which took it's toll on me. But anyway, after a long hard think, I have finally entered back into my mind and I'm back :) And what better way to start blogging again than with a bit of....shopping!?! ;)

Probably not the most flattering of all angles for these purchases - but who cares, right? :)
The beautiful citrus yellow and green tops really stood out for me. Also, green and yellow aren't colours that I particularly go for, but I'm going on holiday soon and they'll look lovely with a tan! The yellow one was on sale for 4 pounds in River Island and the green one was from H&M - it was the last one so I snatched it! They're both crop tops which look gorge on holidays when it's ok to show a bit of flesh!

I'm not sure if you're going to be able to tell, but I got a lipgloss and an eyeshadow palette from Debenhams. It has lovely jolly and neutral colours for on holiday and they all have a bit of shimmer in them which will look gorge in the sunlight during the evenings :) The lipgloss is from Boots and it's a pink colour- when do I ever not go for pinks?

Ooh look at One Direction in the back ground ;)
Anywayyyyyyy, this most adorable and gorgeous and amazing little purse/bag/make up bag/...whatever.. is from a shop called River Island and this was also the last one and I LOVE it rather a lot more than I should! Its just so bloody CUTE! It's leopard(which is always a good thing) and miniature, so it's perfect as a little clutch to spice up an outfit on a night out or whatever. I've seen it before and regretted not buying it, and I saw it today and I just had to get it!

And Finally...

The picture doesn't do this justice, but my Dad has just got back from America and one of his colleagues got me this bad boy! Pure designer this baby ;) Its a really nice size and lovely quality. The studding on the handle really makes it that bit more edgy whilst the colour is nice and chic. It's beaut!

So anyways, just a little insight as to what I've been given and bought myself recently :) hope you enjoyed x

P.S. my girl crush on Rihanna is still very much a part of me. ;)

I'm on a bumpy ride.

Loads of stuff has happened in the past few weeks. Seriously, loads.

School is really taking it's toll on me, and I'm not sure how much more I can take. I have so many feelings inside that need to be talked out- and my Dad isn't here and he's the one who I usually tell everything to, so that's a bit annoying. Decisions about my future, memorising and friendships are all hanging in the balance of my life right now. And honestly, my little brain, heart and mind are all confused.

Boys. Pfft, forget about it. I don't have any chuffing time for myself anymore, let alone boys! That's a big change I've noticed- I couldn't care less about my appearance for school anymore. Sure, I still make the effort. But inside I'm like 'Danielle you could do the same with no make up on.' A crazy thought, me turning up to school with no make up on. But being in Year 10 has taught me that school doesn't equal socialising- it equals work. Work, revision, hand cramps- basically my life now. I cannot WAIT for the summer holidays where I will be able to sit back and relax on holiday. Being in school is doing my head in at the moment. I'm trying to not let it affect me, but people are also getting on my nerves too. Basically, all I want is to go to school, do the work and come home. But certain people are making this difficult by bitching and whispering. My little 'group' has divided and it's stupid. We all have our opinions and I am shocked by some of them. Obviously I can't express all my feelings on here. Which is another thing, I might start a private blog, or another form of 'therapy' because copycats are lurking and it's just blagging my head.

Decisions about my future are actually becoming a little easier for me...but it's just what I do with myself from now until then. urgh, there's so much I want to say on here but I can't. I never used to get restricted, and now I do.

I just want things to be simple. But hey, life isn't simple is it. I guess I'm just going to have to learn from these experiences. I'm in a really strange way at the moment and it's nice to see who cares and who doesn't. At least I know now.

Random Questions-bordum kicked in!

Full Name?

Danielle Jade Brear

Age?

15

Birthday?

20th December 1995

Eye Colour?

Mixture of blue, green and grey. It depends on the light and what I'm wearing :)

Hair colour?

Blonde highlights throughout the top of my head with my natural, more browny colour underneath. Like ombre hair but backwards..ish :P

Body type?

I'd say i'm correctly proportioned, petite & slim

Three personality traits?

I smile and laugh a lot & I'm generally very talkative :D

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

I wouldn't allow negative thoughts to enter my brain

What job would you love to have?

I'd be a celebrity interviewer, as well as doing bits and bobs for magazines such as more! Also, I'd be best buddies with the likes of One Direction and Simon Cowell..that'd be awesome ;)

Favourite day of the week?

Friday, but not for the lessons. just for the fact that it's Friday! Saturday is a close second though :)

Favourite restaurant?

Nandos!!

What is your biggest regret?

I never regret anything I do, because at the time, it was what I wanted.

Describe 'your type.'

Honestly, I haven't got a type for 'looks' like: you must have brown hair and freckles. As long as you have a kind heart, great sense of humour and aren't afraid to be a little romantic, that's all it takes to please me :)

10 Most attractive men?

Harry Styles

Orlando Bloom

Sam Worthington

Josh Franceschi

Matt Lanter

Robert Pattinson

Jesse Metcalf

Chris Brown

Liam Payne

Lewis Hamilton

(see..a rang of guys there!)

Where would you love to visit?

South Africa- i wanna stand on the top of Table Mountain

The Grand Canyon

Miami

California

Boston

New York

Italy-i really wanna taste the pasta and see if it's actually nicer over there

To be honest, I'd be honoured if I got to go visit anywhere I'd never been before. I'd love to see the whole world :)

Favourite Song?

Free Fallin' by John Mayer

Favourite type of music?

Rock, indie, pop, rnb. I can listen to basically anything. If it's got a good beat, lemme listen!

Favourite band?

gotta be The Beatles

What rock group would you most like to hang out with?

AC/DC!

Do you cry at movies?

depends on the movie. If it's Marley & Me- bring me some tissues!

Just something fun to do :P Hey..hows about YOU DO IT!? :D x

I'M BACK BITCHESSS...

Good evening guys!

Well, usually, I have a topic to kind of work on for my blogging. However, tonight I am a bit stuck because I haven't blogged in agessss! but it feels so good! :L

So, I've had a really rough day today :/ I had an English exam, and I'm ace at English but the exam didn't go too well in my opinion, I hope I'm wrong :/
Also, we had a college day and I can honestly say I am so so so stuck as to what I want to do/be when I grow up. I'm scared. And I'm also scared that when I finally realise, it'll be too late. Ideally, I would love to work in the Music/Magazine industry. Either will be a brilliant experience. I also would love to travel the world and see the sites...perhaps find myself.

I've had a pretty tough time recently, actually. Now I think about it.

On a Monday, I think it was June the 1st, but it was definitely Monday- I took a turn for the worst. Basically, I went to get a drink of water after losing a lot of blood. My ears started ringing so loudly that I couldn't hear anything, and a split second later I felt ever so faint that I had to sit myself down. Then, my vision was blurred by an array of colours such as green and yellow and a few red spots. Then, I became clammy and extremely hot, and I had to have my father stand behind me and rub my shoulder, as well as allow me to rest my head on his stomach while I tried to recover. I felt like I was on my own and that a false demon had attacked my brain. I thought it was shutting down. It has happened twice before, but only for a short amount of time. This was 10 minutes long, and afterwards I was sick. It was the scariest experience of my life and I wouldn't wish is on anybody.

I also had a mental break down a couple of weeks ago from stress from exams. I just broke down and cried.

Wow...this is depressing isn't it! But here, I can really get my emotions out. I love my blog :)

Anyway, ciao for now and I'll be back soon :) x

long time no blog!!

HOLA BITCHEZZZZ!!
Soooo then, I'm blogging from my phone(never knew I could do this) and tbh it doesn't
Have the same effect but I'm sure you'll be able to bare with me! So omg! My internet is down and it sucks :(
Right nowas I type this there's some guy fixing it? I think..I'm in my room and I'm so hungry and thirsty!!
I'm gunna have to stay in here -.- boooo! I want ma cereal!

So yeah, I've been so ffffing bored. No laptop + internet = no big facebook, big twitter,
Good blogger, no youtube, no itunes! Its been pure bullshit :(

But what can you expect from me when I return? I've been shopping a lot recently for my holiday(8 weeks dolls!!) ;) and
I'm gonna take some pictures of what I've bought and shizzle :)

Oh my god I'm so hungry and thirsty. God knows how long I'm gunna have to stay in here!

Anyway, ttyl <3