So long, farewell!

This will be my last post because I go on holiday tomorrow, so I will not post anything for 2 weeks! (well, maybe if I get bored at anytime I'll do a little update from my phone :P)

But other than that, I just wanted to wish EVERYONE a very very wonderful, happy and fun filled 2 weeks! I'm looking forward to going on holiday and getting away from here for a couple of weeks just to chill out :) I've been looking forward to going back ever since the taxi ride to the airport last year haha!

I'll probably post pictures when I get back onto here to show my outfits and maybe some scenery and bits and bobs :)

But yeah, have a wonderful two weeks. I hope you all get everything you desire and have an awesome time!

Adios mis amigos!

The Judas Conspiracy.

Right, I feel the need to blog about Lady Gaga's song 'Judas' because the amount of bullshit I have heard and seen over the meaning behind the song is getting ridiculous. People all over Youtube and Tumblr are convinced that they know Lady Gaga and know exactly what she was thinking when she was writing the song. I am the only one who knows the correct story (obviously, not the only one in the world. but I haven't seen a YT video or Tumblr post about the actual meaning behind the song).

For the record, I have read the bible and I do know the story of Jesus and Judas.

Jesus; good, kind hearted, good boy, does everything correctly.

Judas; disobeyed God, bad boy.

Lady Gaga is openly spoken about Jesus and God before. She has been very clever by incorporating the story of Jesus & Judas into her song.

Basically; the song is about Lady Gaga being torn between two men. There is Jesus, the one who she knows she should be with. The one who will love her and treat her right for eternity. Then, there's Judas. The man who she shouldn't love because he is trouble and bad news. However, her heart still clings onto Judas. Her song is about being in love with a bad boy, even when you know it is wrong.


Jesus and Judas are names given to good and bad men. Lady Gaga has been very clever because she has linked the old fashioned names and the story into a modern world where choosing the good boy is perhaps a little boring.

Many, many, many people seem to be totally blind to this obvious concept and say how Lady Gaga wrote the song because she's so religious etc etc etc. Hmm, perhaps so. But Lady Gaga shows that in many other songs and sometimes even with her outfits. No. Judas is about love.

Another thing which annoys me with the whole religion thing is non-Christians who adore the cross sign and abuse it in many ways with things such as jewellery and putting it into their name on some social networking site. Now, I'm not religious. But I do believe in God. And I even know of some atheists(or, opposed atheists anyway) who are no strangers to letting the world know that they love the cross sign. The cross is originally a symbol of Christianity and the power of believing in God. Not as some fashion statement. I say I believe in God, but that does not mean that God rules my life. I just have the thought in the back of my mind. I am certainly not a hardcore Christian. But it just really annoys me how suddenly the cross has become a major fashion statement with those who have no desire to pray to God or have anything to do with Christianity at all. I know everyone is entitled to wearing whatever they want, I'm just expressing my opinion :)

Boys!

Corrrrrrr, I can't get my head around them to be honest!

Just before I go into my little rant, I completely understand that not all boys are like this <3 But recently, some of the ones that I know have really annoyed me and I just need to let it out. Honestly, I do genuinely know that there are some loving, caring boys who will be a perfect match for some lucky girl. I promise, I'm not that stupid to think that all boys are annoying or idiots.

But let's just take one of my ex's for example. I met him on holiday(I know, great start, right?) and we had a messy break up and I swear down my parents want me to get back with him! But he was very aggressive towards me and I am not the weak little blonde girl everyone thinks that I am. If I'm not being treated right, i'll walk away. Anyway, ever since I broke up with him all he's done is try to 'win me back' and 'impress me'. Yesterday and today he told me that he'd just come back in from the night all because he'd been out drinking. WOWWWWWWWWW. That totally impressed me guys. Like wow. Totally.

Haha, could you detect my sarcasm? I'm sorry, but that really annoyed me. Like, why would I be impressed by somebody consuming alcohol in a park somewhere? I mean, I get the fact that us teenagers like a drink every now and again, because I've done it myself. But I hate when people brag about it and talk about it more than once. It's not the drinking that bothered me, it's the fact that he just banged it into the dreadfully dull conversation we were having and then going on to saying it again. Urgh.

Sometimes though, I really feel like I lead guys on. I am one of those people who will talk to absolutely anybody. If you talk to me, I'll talk to you. Recently, a few guys who I am not interested in have started to talk to me. One of them told me that he 'really liked me' after about 4 days of talking. That wasn't my intention :/ And aswell, it's not as if I've flirted, like at all. All I've done is talk about music with him. To be honest, I don't think he really likes me. I think he thinks he does. He has a girlfriend who cheats on him, so he was probably getting the conversation he has been lacking from her out of me.

I sound like a right mardy bum hahaha.

Don't get me wrong, I love the guys I know and all of my guy friends. I've been single for nearly 2 years now, but I don't mind. I know that I am still very young and that there is somebody for everyone. I just wanted to blog about a few things that have annoyed me lately. I don't know, sometimes I just feel a little mean at the fact that I could have lead some people on :/ I really don't do it intentionally. It's not until they say 'I like you' that I then think 'Oh damn, maybe I shouldn't have said this or this or that.'

Anyway I'm done with this blog post now :P toodles x

One band, One year. One Direction.

My favourite boy band in the entire world got together exactly a year ago today.♥

I am so proud of these boys. I can't quite remember life without them to be honest... They won me over with their performance of 'Torn' at the judges houses stage on The X Factor, and i've been a huge fan since then. In fact, at bootcamp when the judges announced that they were putting the 5 boys together to make a band, a huge smile took over my face. I knew, right there and then, that they were the next big thing.

Harry Styles

Liam Payne

Zayn Malik

Niall Horan

Louis Tomlinson

These boys all make up the wonderful band that are One Direction.

All over Tumblr, Twitter & Facebook, 1D fans are going crazy over their 1 year anniversary. The amount of love these boys have from their fans is unreal. I would love to eventually meet and get to know these boys. Each one of them is an inspiration and such an amazing guy. They've taught me that if you keep trying, you will succeed. I cannot wait to hear their first single, and eventually their first album, and then their first tour. I'll be booking tickets, maybe even VIP's! :P

Seeing them at The X Factor Live Tour was so amazing. I loved the feeling of having supported them for weeks on the show, and then to finally see them in real life was just fab :) I was also really close to the stage, which was amazing! 

Every time I see or hear any of their names or their band, that smile still overtakes my face. I love the impact that they have made on me and on all of their fans around the world. It'd really be an honour to meet them one day :)

I love each of these boys very much and I wish them a wonderful long career in the music industry together :)

xxx

The End of Year 10!

It's official. I will never, ever, ever be a Year 10 pupil again. Once I get my blue tie, I will never have to wear my red one again(thank god!). Once school is over, I will have no reason to go back anymore...

I'm actually gunna really miss school and quite a lot of the people in it- even some of the teachers! Over the past 4 years, some people have made an impact on me and I'll never forget certain faces. The joys of walking into school happy, awaiting to find out all the things that will happen in that day.

I remember blogging a year ago about how awful year 9 was for me. Now, I'm blogging about how amazing Year 10 has been. It has been one of the best school years I have ever had, even with the added pressure of exams. I've gotten closer to quite a lot of people and I can really see who are going to be with my for life and who aren't. I am never going to forget some people and some of the things that they have done for me.

Some of my achievements have been incredible too. I put so much work into my revision before every exam that I do, so it is nice to find out that I have the grade I want, but more importantly, deserve. I just have to keep the standard up. Which I should do. If anything, i'll be on my toes a lot more next year. I only get one shot, and i'm not messing it up! Maths is my weakest subject, and I've had a brilliant teacher for it and sadly he left today :/ So, I'd really like to open my results envelope in August and see A*-C grades, with my much hoped for C in maths. He was extremely kind to me and understood my problems with it. I would really like to see that C smile back at me on the results sheet. It'll be saying 'Well done Danielle.' It'll make me all the more proud of myself because I will have gotten the grade that he knows I have been longing to achieve. But nevertheless, I want excellent grades in everything. Education is everything these days.

Will Year 11 be any different? Hey, if I come out of Year 11 just as happy as I have done in Year 10, that'll be enough for me. However, I am determined to make Year 11 the best year EVER! It's weird to think that after Year 11, I could possibly see some of the people who I have been with almost every day for 5 years perhaps 10 years down the line!

Anyways, I will continue to be my usual happy, bubbly self. I hope I do excellent in all of my exams and look stunningly gorgeously beautiful at the Prom in Year 11. I am very honoured to be in the school that I am and to have worked with some of the teachers that I have and to have had the chance to meet some wonderful people.

100 Truths.

1. Real name: Danielle Jade Brear

2. Nickname: DJB, Dani (various ways of spelling it, but I like it like that)

3. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius. 

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary School: Larks Hill J & I School

6. Middle School: Well, in England we don't have this.

7. High School: The Kings School.

8. Hair color: Light blonde on the top with my natural, more caramel blonde underneath.

9. Tall or Short: shawty, 5 ft 1.

10.Sweats or Jeans: ooh, depends on the occasion. Usually I try and avoid wearing jeans, so if I had to pick I'd say sweats purely for comfort.

11. Best friend: I don't have one best friend.

12. Phone or Camera: Phone, it's got a built in camera ;)

13. Health freak: hell no. I eat whatever I want.

14. Orange or Apple: Apple.

15. Do you have a crush on someone: On celebs, obvs. But as for people I know, I don't actually think I have a crush on anybody at the moment.

16. Eat or Drink: Eat.

17. Piercings: Ears.

18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yes.

20. Been in a relationship: Yes.

21. Been in a car accident: Yes.

22. Been in a fist fight: Yes.

23. First piercing: My ears.

24. First best friend: I don't mention his name on my blog but it begins with a J.

25. First award: swimming in primary school probably

26. First crush: Zac Morris from Saved by the Bell, I wrote in my diary that I wanted to marry him when I was like 7. hahahaha bless me

27. First word: not sure. Probably something like 'mum' or 'dad'. When i was 10 months I got caught saying 'moo' in camera, but I'm not sure if that's really a proper word.

29. Last person you talked to in person: My mum

30. Last person you texted: My friend called Emily

31. Last person you watched a movie with: 4 of my friends

32. Last food you ate: Mini roll

33. Last movie you watched: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2.

34. Last song you listened to: The Morning Afterlife - Kids in Glasshouses.

35. Last thing you bought: my cinema ticket :)

36. Last person you hugged: I actually can't remember the last time I had a proper hug. Omg, how depressing.

FAVORITES:

37. Food: Spaghetti Bolognese, anything sweet, pasta in general.

38. Drinks: Water, Fanta Orange and Fanta Fruit Twist

39. Bottoms: short shorts!

40. Flower: anything colourful I believe is beautiful :)

41. Animal: Dog

42. Colors & Shades: pastal colours, that light & bright blue, deep purple, hot pink, citrus oranges & greens. White is nice too.

43. Movies: Avatar, Harry Potter, Grown Ups, Shrek (yes I don't really care). Anything funny really.

44. Subject: It used to be Drama. I do still love it, but Spanish and French are up there for me at the moment.

[PUT AN X IN THE BRACKETS IF YES]

45. []fallen in love with someone.

46. [x] celebrated Halloween.

47. [x] had your heart broken.

48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [x] had someone like you.

51. [] got pregnant.

52. [] had an abortion.

53. [] did something you regret.

54. [x] broken a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [x] pretended to be sick.

59. [x] left the country.

60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it.

61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends. 

65. [] hated someone.

66. [x] stayed single for 2 years.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: Nothing.


68. Drinking: Nothing.


 69. Listening: to Oasis- Champagne Supernova.


70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting. 


71. Plans for today: went to school. I plan to later eat my tea, paint my nails and watch Coronation Street & Eastenders.


72. Waiting: for this week to be over and my holiday to hurry up!


YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: Yes.

74. Want to get married: Yup.

75. Career: I don't have a clue. Just as long as I am happy, then that's all that matters. I'd love to do celebrity interviewing and red carpet events, but that's a dream.

Relationships:

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

77. Shorter or Taller: Taller.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

79. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

80. Hot or cute: Both.

81. Younger or older: Older.

82. Looks or personality: Both.

 HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: nope

84. Snuck out of a house: nope

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nope

86. Killed somebody: no!

87. Broken someone’s heart: Yes.

88. Been in love: no. I've thought I was in love at the time.

89. Cried when someone died: Yeah.

 DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: of corse I do :)

91. Miracles: erm, it depends what you call a miracle. I believe in karma. And that can sometimes be a miracle.

92. Love at first sight: A little.

93. Heaven: Yep.

94. Santa Clause: No.

95. Aliens: A little.

96. Ghosts: Yeah.

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Definitely.

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Yeah.

99. Believe in God: I believe that there is something up there. I'm just not sure what.

100. Post as 100 truths: yes. everything is the truth :)